Greener Grass

After a day of running errands and being yelled at incessantly by one's mother, one does not wish to go to sleep thinking about school the next day. If only each night I could forget that there is school, so I could sleep calmly and peacefully without the constant complaint from the nerdy side of me: "did I forget anything?"

I'll stop complaining about school. Everyone has to do it. I hate it when my friends complain about it, so I really should stop doing the same thing here. But it is true that I have had enough of it.

On a happier note, it's 10:34 PM and I still have countless pages to read for English class. Yeah, you really thought I'd stop complaining about school, but as I search my mind for something more interesting to talk about on this post, it's empty. All I can think about is getting through the school days, wondering if I'll miss it when I'm gone, wondering if I'll complain about college the same way I complain about school.

I probably will. You know why? It's never good enough. It's never good enough for anyone, no matter what you do. If you have one job, there is 99.9% chance that you want a different one. If you have one car, there is a 99.8% chance that you want a different one. People are never ever ever satisfied with the things they have. I think it's hardwired into our little human brains. We constantly need to need different things, because what we have is never good enough.

I just want to find my balance.